hi, i don't really know what i'm gonna write here but i have a few things i wanna say because i'm getting insanely overwhelmed and i feel like my mind will explode if i don't say anything. also soz if this is hard to read, i'm not good at writing.
first of all, please please please stop going so far to defend me. i don't need to be protected and i'm not the most positive sweetest sonic fan on the planet or whatever people are saying. i'm a normal person who just happens to really love sonic and i like sharing my love for him. i'm not intentionally going out of my way to be the most positive person ever or some saint to the sonic fanbase and i feel so incredibly weird that people see me as that. i'm a normal person. pls treat me as such.
second of all, i went private because i was overwhelmed that so many eyes were on me. the more i saw people tweeting about me, the more i was spiralling into a panic attack. i'm an extremely anxious and shy person, i don't like socialising and talking to people is terrifying. so many people rushing to my tweet to qrt it at once or make their own tweet about me being upset freaked me out. i don't wanna cause a scene, i just wanted to express some emotions.
third of all, please stop going after people because they said something about me. people do NOT deserve death threats because they criticised me, nor do they deserve to be relentlessly attacked. that's going way too far and i never asked anyone to do that. i hate that my name is associated with such behaviour. likewise, pls stop using me as a weapon against those who are more critical of the series. they're allowed to be.
finally, i'm not here to be toxic positive or blindly positive. i'm not here to be a sonic or sega shill. i just like sonic. that's all. i find him cute, he makes me happy, i like to talk about him, i want everyone else to love him as much as i do. i'm not trying to be false, i don't mean to be annoying and i don't mean any harm. i'm sorry that this kinda spiralled too far out of control and i'm sorry that this keeps happening.
pls just treat me like a normal person. that is all. thanks for reading, be nice to each other :)