This took a lot of time and effort to provide the best way to address this situation. While it has been challenging to remain silent these last few days, i wanted to take my time given the seriousness of the accusations before I addressed them. With my character and integrity being questioned, I feel it is important to provide as many details and evidence as possible.
First and foremost I want to say that these SA claims are not true. To start on what I recall from that night. She had invited me along with 2 of our friends to the house she was staying at where they were having a barbecue. There were a lot of people there and we were all drinking and just having a good time. Her teammates had went out to go smoke weed. After a good amount of time and exploring the outside with the barbeque 5-6 of us went down to the basement. Me and her sat on the couch, 2 people sat on the floor, one person was leaning against the stairs, and another person was bouncing in and out of the basement. We were all just talking and drinking. The 2 people sitting on the floor eventually went home. The rest of us kept talking, getting brought more drinks, and listening to music. After some time, probably close to a hour, the other people had left leaving just me and her in the basement. We were still just talking, listening to music, and she started showing me TikTok’s. She eventually started subtly coming onto me by grabbing my arm, leaning her head on my shoulder, and leaning her head on my lap. I sort of laughed it off and told her to slow down a little. After some more time passed, we ended up kissing sitting on that couch. Not a makeout, but a small kiss. That was it. After a small amount of time and finishing our last drinks. she asked me for another drink. I got one drink for me and one drink for her as she did not appear or act intoxicated in any way. That was the only drink I brought her that night. After talking for a bit longer, we ended up doing “field sobriety tests” for fun. When she stood up and started doing them, that is when I had noticed she was appearing drunk. I sat her back down and she asked for yet another drink. I told her no and that she was only gonna get water. I got water for her and myself. After another small amount of time, she said that she needed to get something from her purse and go to the bathroom and asked for my help up the stairs. Before going up the stairs she tried to hug me and I pushed her away knowing that I did not feel comfortable with that. By this time I had noticed that she was uneasy yet walking on her feet, she said she did not know where her room was. I had no clue either because I wasn’t staying there and she opened up the wrong room. After, she said it was upstairs and I brought her up to her room, and then helped her find the bathroom. When she came out of the bathroom, she tried to hold my hand. I moved my hand away as I did not feel comfortable with that at the time, and she ended up going up and down the stairs fine with little to no help. Some of her teammates were then in the living room along with a few others. I told one of the people in charge of the bnb that if I knew how she would be after that last drink I would have not gotten it for her and that I had cut her off from drinking. I then cleaned up the bottles in the basement, made sure that her teammates were able to help her and then left was not kicked out but left the bnb. The next day I pulled her to the side in front of her teammates to talk. While sitting on the 2nd floor (this is will be important later), I told her that I did not want the kiss to hold a lot of meaning. We were drinking and it was not an intimate moment. We had both mutually agreed that we were better off just being friends and not letting that kiss have a lot of meaning. We then both played our tournaments at the lan. After the lan, we separately attended the same party at a different house. We also proceeded to hang out as friends and play online tournaments for the next coming weeks.
Now to address the other side, and to refute what has been said about me. Some of these are more or less important to the accusations but still hold weight in terms of the credibility and character of the people that have said claims. The claims that I had pinned her or took any part of her clothes off are false. They claimed that people had to interrupt and stop me. This did not happen and not a single person was called down to the basement. There also was no commotion and no signs of me getting kicked out. They claimed that her tm8s called other people over to get me away and kick me out. Not only is that false, but I have no scratches or bruises that would prove otherwise. They also claimed that the next day I was requested to be banned from the 2nd floor of the LAN event. That is completely not true as not only did I have my conversation the next day with her on that second floor, but between my matches I would go there to lay on the couch in between matches. They claim that I was banned from the second floor on that Sunday yet I am easily seen by any person at that event up there. She claims that she could not remember her tm8s telling her about the incident the next day, yet she remember the conversation we had that same day. Also, she had played an entire lan event at a high level the same day she said she has little recollection of. Her tm8 claimed in a post that she was sober, yet was smoking weed that whole night. After the event, me and her had also not only played tournaments together, but I have proof of texts between us over a week after the event. She claimed that she had no recollection of anything and only found out from her teammates weeks later, yet one of her teammates said that they only reached out because her ex posted the accusation.
Lastly, with all of these allegations floating around, the Ravens have decided to let me go. With that being said I’m a F/A for MW4 challengers. I am putting out this post to show my side and to hopefully find some peace with everything. It has been an incredibly stressful past few days as I have been barely eating or sleeping. Feeling the weight of my career start to slip out my hands for something I have no control over is a feeling I don’t want anyone to experience. I once again just want to share my side so that I can find peace and just focus all my time and effort into the next COD season.